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Juggling juggling juggling. haha growing up never seemed like this before. It's all dandy and all though. new experiences, higher guilt, higher pleasure, MORE responsibility. I mean my latest conquest was getting away while everything was already swell. I chose a vegas three day extravaganza over copious amounts of small personal outings. I think i'll take little outings more for latter choices. I missed bowling, hiking, church, college group, college hang out, nina/kiersten/jaron/zach (LMAO maybe i can make a name for them), santa barbara, and work. Wow just thinking of that makes me want a black tea lemonade. Eff hopefully i didn't screw up my mojo. :) But it's better to live in the present so.... GOODNIGHT!